Monday, May 16, 2005 @10:06 PM
the song i'm listening to now iz: Jay Chou - Wai Po
i realize the last blog i blogged was on may 11th n that iz like err.. last wed??? *geez* lol
well.. last thur.. i was the pantry ger.. onli 2 staff runnin the pantry.. luckily it was dinner so the pple havin dinner wasnt that mani.. but the tedious job had made mi sick the nxt dae.. muscle ache!!! omg.. lol.. n i got an MC frm the doc.. haha!
on fri nite.. i drove my dad's car out.. we went to bedok to hav its famous 'Bak Chor Mee' aka Minced Meat Noodle.. i find the noodle not bad.. the mince meat iz v different frm those noodle stall in s'pore.. heee..
sat nite... i drove my dad's car out again.. this time, dear dear n i n his fren went to PS to watch House of Wax.. the show was reali scary.. but i watch a lil here n there.. well.. those parts that i din watch.. i had actually used my handbad to cover my eyes.. coz i was juz too afraid to watch the show alreadi.. *omg* it freaks mi out ok.. well.. i'm the kind of chickens out everytime i watch this kind of show.. lol.. n the bad thing iz i'll hav nightmare after i watch such shows.. but seriously.. wud u like to b WAXED? eww!!!
sundae... that dae was like the WORSE WORSEN WOREST quarrel i had wif my bf.. our quarrel was juz simply over 'time' n i was reali sori that i was so demadin to u dear.. i noe games iz impt.. but i guess u wud understand wat i m tryin to sae... i shant sae more abt this matter.. coz todae (mondae) @ sch.. i was so worried... worried about 1 thing n that iz... "wil dear leave mi?" i was reali afraid.. dear had onli called mi once this morning to wake mi up.. n ever since that call.. i received no msg.. simply nothin frm my dear.. i was so afraid that he might juz simply ignore mi.. n think of leavin mi.. i din dare to cry in sch coz my trainer wil start qnsin mi..
when i finally receive a msg frm dear.. i was so happi!! reali happi.. @ least he stil got think of mi @ that moment.. he asked mi whether if i was meetin him.. well the ans definitely iz a YES!!!! how i wish @ that moment the train cud speed up n send mi into dear's arms quickly... i was walkin so fast that i was sweatin reali badly when i reach dear's pl.
i was so glad that everything went fine @ dear's pl. i was so glad that he forgave mi.. i cried bitterly when i was @ his pl. i reali treasure every single hug i receive from u dear.. i reali do..
dear.. i promise i wil not control ur games n everything. i'll b more understandin. i shant ask for much now.. all i wan iz to c u happi.. c that u do ur fav things.. n not do the things tat i wan of u.. i'm sori dear..
dear.. if u r readin this blog.. plz promise mi something.. promise u wil nv leave mi.. nv eva.. plz.. do u noe my heart so thumpin so quickly @ sch... my heart was like screamin for u... it was tryin to sae this to u.. 'PLZ DON LEAVE MI!!!! PLZ!!! PLZ DON IGNORE MI!!!' dear.. plz promise mi.. i reali luv u n i treasure u so badly.. plz.. promise mi ok.. i luv u so much...
anyway.. i'm glad that dear n i r fine now.. but i'm stil worried that dear has leave a bad mark or cut on our rltnship after wat happen on sundae.. sori dear!
*ps: dear i pass my 1st sem.. got a GPA of total 2.75 but then.. i fail my recent bev test.. i got 29.5 upon 80.. pretty horrible! but i tried my bez*
-peace out- *luv u so much james.. my dear*
u're every page of my imagination
maymay <3 jamjam
Wednesday, May 11, 2005 @10:40 PM
the song i'm listening to now iz: Boulevard of Broken Dreams - Green Day
gd evening/nitez..
i'm startin this blog pretty late now.. juz receive this warcraft file from dearie.. wil b startin to play that game shortly.. wonder how izi like.. *lol*
anyway.. juz now i was tryin to play warcraft.. but somehow the program my baby send mi.. cant seem to wrk.. *weird* lol...
rite now.. i'm not juz typin this blog but oso flippin thru this menu bk which i borrowed frm sch.. hee.. (its the menu bk which i left @ my dear's hse)
this menu bk iz reali interesting.. so mani recipe frm all arnd the world.. *amazin*
oh! not to forget.. i've blog 1 recipe up on my Multiply webbie.. go n c it =)
anway.. wat happened @ sch todae was rather scary...
i had TR (Training Restaurant) service.. n my grp were so short of staff.. thanks to some foreign students in my cls..!!! *argh* i m not being racist or wateva.. but seriously.. this iz a grp thingy.. not comin for training.. they r makin every1 do DOUBLE JOB!!! worse iz todae iz lunch service.. n the mini restaurant was so pack!!! *DAMN!* seriously.. if they don wan to come.. JUZ MIGHT AS WELL QUIT FROM THE SCH!!!! i hate it when they juz don wan to come.. makin every1 of us.. wrk until we r so exhausted..... its reali unfair..
ok.. other than service.. i've got guest who r my schmates.. but i do not noe some of them actually.. n seriously i've met some guests who r reali IDIOTS OR SICKENING DUMBASSES!!!!! *f@#K!!!!* i shall state 2 eg:
eg 1: this table of 4.. 3 vietnamese n 1 indian schmate come in for lunch.. 2 guys, 2 gurls.. ok.. the 2 vietnamese gers r reali nice.. n so iz the indian chap.. but sadly 1 of the vietnamese chap iz such an IDIOT!!! sori to sae that.. but seriously this person action reali made all my grpmates's blood BOIL!!!
the worse thing he did iz that he iz so IMPATIENCE!!!! the scenario iz that i was so bz servin things.. n that *@$#@$%* idiot raised his hands n screamed @ the top of his voice "EXCUSE MI!!! WATER PLZ!!!" omg!!! even my trainer stared @ that guy.. cant he c that every1 iz so bz.. running like mad.. well.. seriously.. if this guy does service... i wil make him suffer like HELL!!!!! *!@%$^#$^$@%$%@* hell!!!! damn it!
eg 2: i oso had another table of 4 frm my same batch but most hated cls.. CLS A.. iz a table of 4 idiot n nerdy guys.. ok.. guess that this 4 idiots did not get to enjoy Mr Michael Poore's training... guess that they stil do not noe the correct EXAM style of service.. wait til they get to the exam!!! betcha they sure FAIL!!!! coz they were like hintin to each other on the table that some of our style of service r incorrect.. but hell wrong they r WRONG!!! *CLS A!! U R SO !^&%@^&%#%$@ STUPID but count out some reali nice gers!!!*
ok.. thats it..
oh!!! i remb 1 more thing.. if eva those idiots who does HORIZON Restaurant.. u guys jolly well use ur brains!!!! if ur wan to put those washed cutleries into the drawer quickly.. PLZ!!! PLZ!!! put them in the correct drawer plz!!! omg.. muz u make cls B do the sorting out of the cutleries.. n plz la.. use ur brain.. don SWITCH off the refrigerator!!! u guys r juz plain dumb or wat.. u had to make us go n requisite a new set of milk, cream, butter etc izi!!! *stupid ple*
ok.. i done wif all the pissed off jobs i had to face todae.. thats it!!!
now i'm juz gonna focus on playin game wif my dear!!
n omg! tml mrs alicia choong iz not arnd.. 3 hr long break!! can die la!!!
dear.. 1 last thing.. i'm sori abt the quarrel juz now when we were on our way to ur hse.. sori.. juz suddenly burst out.. plz stop sayin u r tired of mi being tat way.. i'm sori.. i reali change le.. i don show my 'black face' anymore le.. iz juz purely tired or disappointed look.. but it aint 'black face' ok! i reali luv u dear.. sori!! don ANGREE wif mi le hao mah? sori! n i wil nv eva b 'lo soh' again! heee..
-peace out-
u're every page of my imagination
maymay <3 jamjam
@12:03 AM
anyway pepz.. i juz realize something juz now.. as i was tryin to edit some stuff on my previous blog.. the 1 that i juz published.. i realize something weird.. i think i had a dejavu juz now! *geez* -_-a omg!!!!
u're every page of my imagination
maymay <3 jamjam
Tuesday, May 10, 2005 @11:58 PM
the song i'm listening to now iz: Get Right - J.Lo & Fabolous
wat did i do todae? i cant remb..
pardon mi.. i'll try n remb bits n pieces of wat i did todae as i continue to type on...
todae been a v rainy dae.. rain n rain n rain...
suddenly i recall wat hapen last nite.. the moment i got home yesterdae.. my mum came down frm her rm n started naggin @ mi abt my car.. *poor mi!* i found it rather irritatin actually.. realize that her naggin din stop.. it onli stopped when she was so exhausted frm all the naggin that she fell aslp.. that was the onli time i had some peace n quiet..
daddy told mi todae that the car wil b ready on the 26 or 27th of this mnth! *overjoyed!* but sadly.. i cant get the colour that my bf likes (sunset orange) coz there was no more stock! *darn* supposedly there iz.. but bcoz the dealer ZOO (i call him that.. but his real name iz Zul) said the person who ordered the car earlier than mi.. change his mind n wants the car by this mnth... n sadly that was the last colour available @ the showroom.. so darn.. i cant possibly wait for the nxt shipment which iz like a mnth or 2 mnths time.. i wil die..
anyway.. heck it.. car is comin! oops forgot to state wat colour i'm gettin.. its Pastel Blue
well.. i got back my recipe bk frm my dearie's pl.. =D
i met my dearie as usual.. but @ the start was pretty borin..
when we met up @ Compasspoint Shopping Centre.. he was playin wif his N-Gage.. well then i was stil ok.. then as we were walkin i cud c his face like v unhappi.. so i asked him if he was tired.. n he said ya.. n oso v stressed.. n then i knew.. i beta mind wat i sae.. n tok less...
ok.. on our way back.. dearie was havin his Old Chang Kee curry puff n i was havin my Carrot cake *delicious*
i do not noe y... but i reali don like to c him like this.. seriously.. it juz makes mi sad to c him so stress n tired.. i oso wish he iz not like this.. but his wrk iz juz so tirin.. but wat can i do.. i reali wish he doesnt show this to mi.. i noe my dear wil think i oso show my black face to him.. but reali.. i change le.. i m tryin not to show that black face emotion anymore..
@ the lift on our way home.. i asked dear wat happen.. he juz said he doesnt feel like being so 'LOH SO' means naggy.. this was like a rather big hint..
i asked him if i was being naggy.. n he said yes.. *HAIZ* so demoralizin..
haiz.. writin this.. tears r wellin up alreadi.. haiz.. pretty sianz..
as i was mentionin earlier.. i was reali v sianz n demoralized by wat he said.. din noe wat did i sae to make him think i was naggy.. haiz..
@ dear's rm.. i was pretty bored @ 1st.. coz he was so engrossed in his com.. n chattin wif his fren.. well.. its been like that for a long time.. so i'm pretty used to it alreadi..
well.. @ least i felt a lil beta after our meal.. coz his mum cookin has reali improved. reali v nice.. n after the dinner. dearie was by my side thru-out the 9pm show.. *hapi* but i was stil feelin a lil sianz frm the things that hapen b4 dinner.. *sori dearie.. plz don angree wif mi ok!* i v sad now.. i reali don wan to tell u.. v scared.. *sori*
yep.. that was wat hapened todae b4 i got home..
ok.. dad juz got home.. n i forgot to fill up a pail of water for dad.. coz he went for night visit juz now.. lol.. n the worse thing iz dad had a bad tummyache.. his facial expression r so cute.. *lol*
ok.. guess thats abt all.. juz countin down to the daes for my new lil chevvy to come.. i cant wait to drive my dear out...
-peace out-
u're every page of my imagination
maymay <3 jamjam
Monday, May 09, 2005 @11:07 PM
*the song i'm listening to now iz: Almost There - Brian Mcfadden & Delta Goodrem*
rite.. i realized its been ages since i last blog.. like almost comin to a yr..
mayb a yr ago.. i was juz darn freakin lazi to blog anymore.. the hassle of havin to blog.. *troublesome*
well.. i think this craze abt bloggin wil onli last a few mnths..
so much has happened lately.. so much that some i juz cant remb.. lol..
anyway.. the bez thing for mi now iz that dear n i had juz pass our 11mnth anniversary..
cant believe that time flies so quickly.. *amazin*
sch iz crazy.. this term subject r serious crazy.. i don understand any lil bit @ all.. *horrible*
but i was pretty lucky n glad that i pass my mock trial bar test todae.. darn! lol.. my trainer asked mi to do a 'Brandy Alexander' todae.. betcha most of ur who r readin this doesnt noe wat iz 'Brandy Alexander' well... if u guys wan to noe the recipe.. i'll hav the recipe posted on my multiply website..
geez.. dear if u r readin this.. juz wanna sae *LUV U VERI MUCH* but plz.. i noe u r tired.. try not to slp when i'm beside u.. u sae wan to keep mi company but u always fall aslp.. lol..
*ps: i'm not angree dear.. reali!*
last but not least.. daddy told mi a gd news todae.. he said the loan for my new car iz approved! *yeppie* hope to get the car asap!
-peace out-
u're every page of my imagination
maymay <3 jamjam
@12:33 AM
ok.. this iz juz so weird.. so weird ok!
errr.. its been ages since i last blog.. so.. err... ya...
take this post as a testing.. coz i'm changin my blogskin.. ok.. crap..
i do not noe wat i'm typin alreadi!
u're every page of my imagination
maymay <3 jamjam
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