Thursday, November 17, 2005 @1:03 AM
eating some left over 'char-kway-tiao' from yesterdae supper.. drinkin my fav tomato juice.. scratchin my lil butt bcoz of some toopid mosquito bites.. aching headache that has been wif mi for the past couple hrs.. ever since the rain started pourin! =(
this sux... any remedy for a dumb headache which occurs everytime it rains?
i don noe.. i'm feelin bored n left out again.. baby iz engrossed in his game once more.. i feel like playin some games like Sims2 or even Maple Story but the thing i'm worried iz 'HOW TO?' coz any moment my com wil hang.. n there goes the game.. sux!
well.. todae @ wrk.. staff meal was like a WAO!!!! a 5-star given to it man! i simply hav no idea wat went wrong wif the kitchen staff.. hahah! the food they cooked todae was awesome! there was like err..... PORRIDGE wif nuts, hot dogs (cube bite size), n some small pieces of chix added to it.. we oso had a roasted drumstick (which i did not like.. i gave it to my other colleague), sunny-side eggs n some john-dory fish cooked wif salt n pepper.. *lol* (the left-overs from the lunch staff meal) n lastly.. the MAIN ITEM.. that every1 like v much.. iz PIZZA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
omg.. if onli u saw the pizza... *darn* i forgot to take a pics of the pizza! lol the pizza was like so thick.. it looked more like lasagne actually.. lol with loads of ingredients in it like: diced roasted chix breast, green n red bell peppers, button mushroom, sweet pineapples, onions n loads of parmesan cheese heavily sprinkled onto n baked to perfection.. oh n not forgettin the generous amount of tomato paste that was in the pizza itself.. aiyoyO.... u shud hav tasted it.. it was heavenly! lol mayb bcoz we hadnt had such heavenly food @ our attachment outlets for almost like 2mnths?! lol
well... the porridge was gd too.. i had 2 bowls of it.. rocking!!!! the porridge was cooked to the right consistency.. not too watery.. not too dry.. but juz nice.. sticky sticky kind.. n the nuts was cooked juz nice.. soft soft.. not hard hard.. lol! oh yeah! thinkin abt it.. makes mi drooolLL! heee!!!
ok ok enuff of food.. but i do hope tml's staff meal will b nice too! lol oh.. n i definitely do miss the morning batch kitchen staff pple like moazan, boo huat, liangzhe, yong xiang, ben n mani more.. lol they r like the pepz whom i can tok n joke wif... dinner shift guys always disturb my name.. 'may' =( n they luv to irritate mi too.. lol oh who cares! lol..
todae wrks... aint bz @ all.. so normal.. wif onli arnd 24 or 25 guest onli.. lol.. i was the bartender for the dae.. n hell yeah.. @ least i got to make some drinks.. =) not a lot.. but a few.. =) *beta than nothin*
n there was something reali interestin that made every1 exceptionally alert @ wrk was that we had a table reserved specially for a blind-date couple.. lol.. wooo! every1 was so xcited abt their arrival.. we were all speculating whether if the guy is handsome or the ger iz pretty... turns out.. both aint that bad.. n that made every1 wonder.. y wud such 2 not bad lookin workin adults wan to go on a blind-date? lol well.. after the couples had their drinks.. every1 din reali bother abt them anymore.. as the couples were both chatting happily away..
oh well.. 3 more daes @ petals n off to the OCBC.. the most re-nowed place for makin students gain weight bcoz of their sumptious staff meal.. hahah! i over heard my colleagues as sayin that the food there iz omg! SEDAP!!!! lol which means.. gd n simply DELICIOUS! i cant believe it.. they told mi that there r dim sum.. n loads of other food... oh gees... i had beta control my weight.. b4 it goes hay-wire.. lol
oh n finally.. i've finally made my verdict n that is i'm not joinin california fitness.. lol yesterdae i was thinkin abt whether to join or not.. this morning i check wif amore.. n omg.. i realize both r reali xpensive too.. n i reali cant bear to part wif the $ i juz saved.. =( therefore i decided not to join any of these clubs.. i cud juz simply go to the nearest gym @ hougang sports hall to hav my workout done there.. lol!
alrite thats abt it for now.. i think i'll most prob throw away the 'char-kway-tiao' its so oily.. =/ n go n shower.. i'm so sticky.. k.. thats it..
-nitez-
*yeppie* baby juz msg mi n sae that he misses mi.. oh.. i miss him too! heee.. so happi got the chance to tok to baby over the net usin our headphones*
=*
*specially chose this song by Lee Bo Ram - chuh eum geu ja ri eh (OST from Full House) is 1 of my baby's fav song*
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maymay <3 jamjam
Wednesday, November 16, 2005 @2:19 AM
to think abt it... i reali hated it.. hated the idea that i feel so left out when i'm wif him... hated the idea that wheneva i'm wif him.. he wud fall aslp... play his game.. somehow he juz forgets that i hav a time to meet.. a time to go home.. i reali wish he cud understand.. y not try come over to my pl.. take the effort to leave his hse.. hav the initiative to come over to keep mi company.. Y! y muz it b mi? u muz it b mi to go over..
oh come on.. so wat! so wat if my parents makes u feel unez.. so wat if we cant close our door n slp... so wat!!!!!!!! i cant even remb the date or dae u last came over to stay wif mi!!!!!! but for mi.. i hardly stay over.. but i'd always try.. but for u.. WHEN WAS UR TRYIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! everytime i mention abt stayin over @ my pl.. u get angry!!!! this seriously make mi dislike u more..........
u reali make mi feel that i'm driftin away.. driftin away from this luv we build.. i don feel hapi anymore.. not anymore.. i can feel that i'm reali fake infront of u.. infront of my frenz.. infront of every1.. when i'm cryin out those unhappi moments.. it is time u wil nv c..
sometimes u make mi wan to find some new life in mi.. find some new luv too.. but no matter wat.. i juz cant do it.. bcoz i'm always thinkin of u.. carin for u.. wonderin wat u're doin.. others say i'm doin way too much.. so much that it seems taken granted for.. but when i think abt this phrase 'take granted for' it reminded mi of our times when we quarrel that u said.. i took u for granted n that u gave in a lot to mi too... n that i was too demanding.. mayb i m! but i wish to reap for wat i had sowed.. but no.. somehow i din reap wat i sowed.. but i reaped out more unhappi n more left out moments.. so much memories of us quarrelin.. c-ing deep aslp...
i wish i had a time machine to tell mi whether or not we wil b together in the future.. bcoz wat i'm feelin now.. iz alr hurtin mi so badly.. no matter wat.. i'm not goin to sae this out infront of ur face.. though @ times i do xpress it out from my facial xpression..
right now @ this v moment.. i'm v unhappi.. i'm on the verge of tears.. but wil u noe.. NO U NV WIL NOE!!! u're aslp @ this v instant... how wil u eva noe.. to think that i was complimenting abt guys from the air force r nice n gd n caring.. but i reali think NO!!!
i wanted to write abt wat hapen @ wrk todae.. the bz moments.. where every1 faced reali fussy guest.. but somehow i reali don feel like writin it anymore.. but somehow i reali feel like diggin this heart of mine out.. n juz throw them away... change a new 1.. start over this luv feelin again!!!
*deep in tears*
u will nv noe.. how much i loathe this feeling..
-end-
*tears streaming down my cheek.. thinkin abt the moments we spent sittin down together out @ esplande, u huggin mi from behind.. us, absorbin in the lovely ambience of the night sky...*
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*chose this song coz i'm think it most suits my current blog..
1st Ladi - Never be replaced*
u're every page of my imagination
maymay <3 jamjam
Tuesday, November 15, 2005 @2:17 AM
gdie gd morning..
its like reali early in the morning.. had a lovely warm shower.. applied all the necessary cream on mi n here i m bloggin away..
seriously.. i wonder to myself.. wats the point of bloggin when i noe.. hardly any1 will read it.. reali... hahah! oh who cares... juz write then...
had a reali borin dae todae.. n 1 hell of a horrid time @ wrk.. thanks to my colleague... oh there's 1 thing ... i definitely wan to sae.. iz nv eva hav Carbonara.. freak... i had it todae @ pasta mania.. n omg.. it is way too creamy that it made mi feel like pukin after juz a few mouths of it.. i luv the bacon but not the cream.. seriously.. my luv for pasta iz there.. i luv the Marinara.. but prob iz that i always hav these lil burps that r reali stinko!!! eeee! hahah! but wat can i do.. therefore.. todae i had Carbonara.. n it turns out even worse.. i had to hav a glass of lemon juice n an apple pie to kill the taste but the burps r stil there.. cant seem to get rid of it unless i don hav pasta! =(
oh well.. i seriously wonder.. y do my wrk pl's staff meal sux so badly.. esp todae's chix rice.. aiyer!!! i'm some1 who lurves to eat.. but i hate the idea that the chix meat r so bloody!!! aiyer!!! so gruesome.. n so disgustin.. i'm so particular abt my chix meat thats y.. i had pasta! hahah!
oh well.. i had a small lil quarrel wif my colleague/my mega big ego/idiotically rich spoilt brat LESLIE!!! he's an idiot who makes my blood boils.. argh!!! i hate his f*ckin attitude.. i don like my attitude too but seriously.. if he shouts @ mi for something i din do wrong.. when i was tellin him for his own good... this wil definitely make mi angre...
well.. the stories goes like this......
as i was clearin the soiled plates in the stewardin area.. i realize my dear aboyeur, LESLIE.. was usin the mobile phone when he is at work.. being his kind captain n classmate.. i told him nicely that my T/O (train officer) is outside the kitchen.. i don wish to c LESLIE gettin caught for usin the mobile phone.. n i definitely din noe it was an urgent call.. n so... thanks to this idiotic LESLIE.. he scolded n shouted @ mi for disturbin his precious urgent call... i was like.. WTF!!!! oh come on... i do not wan to c him gettin caught n gettin scolded by my T/O.. its definitely not nice n it wil oso affect his evaluation.. haiz.. oh wateva.. in a fit of anger.. i wrote down wat happen under my comments list.. but i din mention the name.. durin my debriefin.. i reali wanted to sae it out.. but somehow i knew if i were to sae it out.. somehow that moron will retaliate back!!! oh god.. i cud remb wat he answered mi.. he said that if my T/O were to catch him.. he will answered it himself.. n furthermore.. when i went back into the kitchen for more decoying.. he said sarcastically to my other colleague, Chanel, that he has to wipe the cutleries properly.. if not someone wil sae.. n that someone iz MI!!!! argh.. he pissed mi off soo badly that i answered him sarcastically too.. by saying 'use the phone lo.. USE THE PHONE!' argh.. @ that point of time.. i reali don noe wat to sae alr.. geez.. i wan to cry.. but if i had cry.. wil any1 understand or even bother to comfort? haiz...
i had said all these to my colleague.. but somehow their response was like so not bothered abt it @ all.. haiz..
i reali wanted to tell all these to my bf.. but when i called him he was havin some fruits.. n i knew that if i were to tell him.. somehow mayb my temper wil rise a lil n that he wil hate it when my temper rise.. n he himself.. wil get angree too.. haiz.. n then he wil sae.. he too hav a lot of prob @ wrk but juz that he nv mention it out.. i understand he nv mention it out.. n i noe he can keep or juz simply discard those probs away but i cant.. i wil bottle them up n keep n keep until 1 dae.. i can no longer control n juz xplode.. haiz.. oh well.. i reali do not noe.. i luv him.. but i hate it when we quarrel.. n i hate it when he's unez.. or unhappy or stoning away or even feelin tired.. argh!!! aiya.. i don wan to sae anymore.. in the case if my baby were to reali reads this blog.. haiz.. n so i think i wil end here..
-cheers- gd nite to the horrid dae!
u're every page of my imagination
maymay <3 jamjam
Monday, November 14, 2005 @12:30 PM
hmmm... sometimes iz wrong wif mi.. i have no idea y did i even wan to blog...
but wateva.. here i m.. bloggin away.. listenin to power 98.. feelin all down n alone.. even though my bf iz msgin mi while he is at work..
i cant believe 1 thing for sure.. iz that my f&b practical exams r comin.. n i hate to memorize cocktails recipes all over again which pretty sux.. imagine.. u hav to memorize recipes like 's'pore sling'? which iz like the longest recipes on my piece of paper.. =(
cool.. there iz kylie minogue's song on the radio..
anyway.. i reali don noe wat to write now.. juz now there were so mani things in my head that i juz feel like writin them now.. but now? nothin seems to b comin out @ all..
well.. i'm gonna start wrk soon.. in less than 2 hrs or so.. =(
anyway.. i was juz wonderin to myself.. wat m i goin to do after i graduate from shatec? m i gonna reali wrk in the events field? or m i goin to venture into other sector? advice? i'm confused.. this sux..
anyway.. if mil u eva read this.. i'm plannin to change the blog skin can.. somehow this skin juz doesnt reali suit mi.. i'm thinkin of changin it to something more light hearted instead.. well.. i'll let u decide.. i think i'm gonna go for a revamp!
-cheers-
u're every page of my imagination
maymay <3 jamjam
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