Friday, December 16, 2005 @1:26 PM
i woke up late again.. =( i feel reali terrible.. i hate it when i miss work.. i hate to do make-up for my wrk.. it suxs!!! i havent been able to sleep well lately.. mayb bcoz i sleep too much over @ my bf's place.. i don noe y.. but somehow my bf's bed seem to hav some magic spell cast on it.. lol.. ystd nite.. as i was lyin on my bf's lap watchin the liverpool match live on ESPN.. somehow i fell aslp.. he woke mi up.. carried mi in his arms (though i was heavy) *lol!*back to his room.. the moment i was on the bed.. i cud feel that i'm going to slp again.. n true it was.. after he gave mi a kiss on the cheek.. tellin mi he was goin to take a shower.. i closed my eye.. n i went to sleep alr.. lol.. i cant believe it.. but i slept all the way til 10.15pm.. *i'm such a piggy!*i'm goin to the doc in an hr's time.. i reali don noe wat to sae to the doc.. somehow i'm cheatin them.. i feel terrible.. =( wed morning.. i woke up reali early.. 4.30am.. juz to accompany my sis to NTU area to c her best fren (JEAN)'s wedding.. jean looked reali beautiful.. hee.. my sis drove reali slowly.. as she wasnt used to drivin much.. she drove @ 60km/hr.. oh god.. she took arnd an 1hr +++ to reach there.. if it was me.. the most half n hr to 45 mins.. i'm not sayin i'm reali good @ drivin.. but i'd rather travel fast so as to save my petrol.. i remb i gave the car to my sis.. the petrol was stil half or a lil more.. but by the time i got back my car.. i was onli left wif 1/4 petrol =( she reali used a lot! i had loads of fun @ jean's place.. even though i was there for onli a few hrs.. lol.. n on wed afternoon.. i had my practical exam.. i was so tensed n nervous bcoz of my insufficient practice for my fruit carving that i cried.. i cried so badly.. i did not wan to fail.. it wud b terrible if i had failed coz i wudnt be able to get an A grade.. =( but luckily.. thanks to chris.. he consoled mi.. n helped mi thru.. he guided mi here n there on my fruit carving.. tested mi on my 25 international cocktail... i was reali reali nervous when i got into the exam room.. i started off wif my flambe.. i din do well in that section..i din get any flames for my flambe.. which somehow affected a lil on my grades.. but luckily the colour of my flambe sauce was nice.. =)next i did the cocktail section.. i got daiquiri.. luckily i had everything all memorized.. lol.. n i din do v well either.. i forgot abt my knife.. which somehow again affected my grades.. =(then i did creative dessert.. the title of my creative dessert was 'A Warm Christmas'.. the examiner told mi to explain abt my art work b4 i did my dessert.. i felt weird n strange.. so i told the examiner nicely that i wud like to explain it to him after i'm done wif my dessert.. he looked shocked that i wud sae that.. n i was worried that he might hav felt offended even though i said it to him v nicely.. at 1st i did my dessert v nicely.. but when i was abt to do my hearts.. somehow my 1st heart din do reali come out nicely.. i was so freakin disappointed.. but i din show it out.. i then explain to him y my dessert was done like this n y i had called it that way.. he smiled n said v nice.. even though i felt it looked terrible! =(n my last station was fruit carving.. i was hopin n prayin that i'd get orange.. n true enuff i got orange.. i was so delighted coz i practiced hard on that fruit. i wanted to use my own fruit nice. but as my knife blade wasnt long enuff i decided to use the outlet's knife.. but the knife wasnt sharp.. therefore i spent a lot of time cuttin the orange skin properly.. but thankfully the end result was reali nice.. n i was reali glad abt it.. i met 1 of my trainer.. Mr Baljit Singh after my exam.. he was stil the same him.. no change.. always scoldin pple. but he's 1 mean chap.. i don dare to mess wif him.. well.. after the exam i was definitely relieved but i know i din do reali well...oh well.. i reali don wan to think too much abt it.. i'm goin to c the doc now.. wish mi luck. i hope to get an MC then!
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