i nv knew i've been such a burden to my dad.. i nv realize that we kids hav been makin daddy spend so much $..
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i feel awfully terrible now!
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reali terrible!
daddy was juz xplainin to mi earlier on abt the mnthyly wages n stuff.. n all the bills etc + my car loans n etc.. omg.. its like 3/4 of his pay iz all gone! =( geez.. i shudnt hav bought the damn car! =( i feel reali terrible.. haiz.. now.. i asked dad to gif mi $100 to let mi colour my hair.. i think i beta not take those $100.. even though i wud luv to.. think i'll juz leave my hair as it is for now..
no need to colour la.. for wat! haiz! =(
too bad daddy don read blogs.. if not i wud like to apologize to him! =(
i've been a bad lil girl! =(
i wanted to sae in this blog that i luv my baby v much.. i wanted to xpress the happiness i found todae when i was wif him.. i din noe y.. but i felt his importance todae so badly.. well.. its not as if his daily importance wasnt there.. but juz that todae was different.. there was like a 'PUSH' tellin mi.. 'hey.. beta treat him well!!!!' n so.. todae i treated baby wif the utmost care n love... well.. tink i wil do that everydae =)
i wanted to sae in this blog that i luv my baby v much.. i wanted to xpress the happiness i found todae when i was wif him.. i din noe y.. but i felt his importance todae so badly.. well.. its not as if his daily importance wasnt there.. but juz that todae was different.. there was like a 'PUSH' tellin mi.. 'hey.. beta treat him well!!!!' n so.. todae i treated baby wif the utmost care n love... well.. tink i wil do that everydae =)
i knew my baby to mi iz always the best n most handsome.. but juz that todae.. it was even beta! i lie beside him.. lookin @ him slp... then he woke up.. but he was stil lying beside mi.. i cud stil c his face. he was stil that gd lookin.. the way his smile was like was so perfect.. so sweet n NICE!
oh.. how glad i hav him..
wish i cud hold him dearly now.. but he's playin games now.. i wan to tell him how i'm feelin now.. how down i m.. how terrible the feelin iz.. if i'm gonna tell daddy that i don wan to dye my hair.. he wil sure sae that its ok.. i shud use it.. but i reali don wan to! not now! =(
haiz.. anyway.. i cooked a western meal for dear n i.. our meal comprised of Beef, Salmon, Cheezy Sausage, Bacons, Broccoli and a Soup.. our soup was a lil weird to mi.. it had Abalone mushroom, Campbell's Mushroom n Chix Soup (canned) and some diced broccoli added to it.. well i realize that my soup.. its like so nice.. the 1st time i eva cook it so nice! n all the ingredients blended in v nicely.. *impressive*
wish i cud hold him dearly now.. but he's playin games now.. i wan to tell him how i'm feelin now.. how down i m.. how terrible the feelin iz.. if i'm gonna tell daddy that i don wan to dye my hair.. he wil sure sae that its ok.. i shud use it.. but i reali don wan to! not now! =(
haiz.. anyway.. i cooked a western meal for dear n i.. our meal comprised of Beef, Salmon, Cheezy Sausage, Bacons, Broccoli and a Soup.. our soup was a lil weird to mi.. it had Abalone mushroom, Campbell's Mushroom n Chix Soup (canned) and some diced broccoli added to it.. well i realize that my soup.. its like so nice.. the 1st time i eva cook it so nice! n all the ingredients blended in v nicely.. *impressive*
the western meal cooked on mondae =) oh.. that bowl wif ladle iz our sauce.. lol its looks a lot.. but it taste reali nice wif the salmon =)
dear havin a big slice of potato in his mouth... he luvs potato.. lol!i juz told dad i don wan to dye my hair.. but he stil insist that i shud! haiz.. now he makes mi feel even more terrible! =( *suxz*
i found a song which tells how much baby u mean to mi.. i luv u!
i found a song which tells how much baby u mean to mi.. i luv u!
u're every page of my imagination
maymay <3 jamjam
