hello everyone..

its 1.45am on the 21st of March 2008.

its my 2nd dae of my 4 long off daes which i've got..

but fret not.. these 4 daes will pass sooo quickly that i wish i had more..

moody...

i decided to blog tonight coz of...

youuUuu...

lol..

U!

YES U~!

no.. i'm jus tokin crap.. lol

anyway..

i wan to blog a lil abt myself.. real quickie n simple one..

here goes..

my name is Ong Mei Zhi.

i hated my chinese name so much when i was young coz i had those reali irritating blardy bastard boi in my primary n secondary n even tuition centre idiots disturbin my name.. blardy ass.. wish i cud kick them in the balls if i eva c those bastards again.

so.. there.. i called myself May. ezier isnt it? well.. the name was given by drama teacher. she's a british hence.. cant pronounce my chinese name. lol.. initially she spelled my name as "Mei" but i din like it.. too cheena.. so i changed it to "May"

i'm a scorpio.. born on the 9th of November 1985.

i don reali know much abt scorpion characteristic but i, myself am a LurVe crazy person..

when i'm in love wif u.. i m reali head over heels for U.. i will do every lil things for U jus to make u happy or even to touch ur heart...

i love to kiss u regardless of where we are, hug u out of the blue, hold ur hands, look at u when u're slping, whisper lil things to u when u're slping, disturb u when ur slping, remb how u look when u're slping, make sure u get the best of everything, buy u lil things u nv tot i wud get for u, look at u while driving, hold ur hands while driving, kiss u gdbye when leavin the car, gif u lil snuggles up while driving, eat wif u, takes drinks for u, use urs or mine toothbrush.

i love to do all these. i remb all these tiny lil details. they r like engraved right into my heart n mind.

see... i'm so simple.. simple girl right infront of U.

but this simple girl onli comes out when u're nxt to mi.

when i'm at work, i've got to be the nice nice May. the humble May. coz i'm new to this job. humble is the most impt thing to keep mi alive.

but i've got to stay strong too amidst all the lil scolding i get here n there.. but i'm glad that there r always nice pple arnd.

my job as a flight attendant is that i've got to make sure my passengers gets safely from 1 destination to the other. i make sure they hav their meal choices, their drinks. i make sure their children gets their toys on board and their meals. i make sure that my passengers safety are not being compromised. i make sure i get to the other destination safely too. lol

its nice to be a flight attendant. gd pay. travel arnd the world. stay in 5 star hotel. life is pretty gd.

but it can reali get onto u if u miss ur family and the person u love... the person who can make ur life warm and fussy wussy inside.

u will feel like its torture to slp on the single or queen bed all by urself. its torturous for mi.. i cant take it sometimes. i'd cry myself to slp.. that happened when i was in Frankfurt. i cried so much.

so it reali takes a lot of gettin used to. especially when i'm the kind that loves to slp in the arms of my loved one.

oh well..

life still goes on. i stil hav to work. still hav to continue adapt to the working speed on board. slping w/o the person i love next to mi, huggin mi tightly to slp even though i will worry will his hand that is under my neck ache or not?!

sigh...

thats all from mi..

-THE END-

* amanda
* angelina
* aziela
* chelle
* cindy
* dan
* darrel
* dian lestari
* gerselle
* huiwen
* iskandar
* jowin
* julie
* june
* lawrence
* lijun
* naomi
* nicholas
* qisheng
* shanwen
* shuying's xanga
* shuying


* VS's Angel: Alessandra Ambrosio
* Blessed Haven's recipe
* friendster no. 1
* friendster no. 2
* multiply
* liverpool


* my favourite: Victoria's Secret
* get BLUSHEd.'s accessories
* Luv Shoppy
* miss dejavu
* Nixus Flava
* raveon
* SHOPPERSPREE :]<3
* t he .JI A MI N . s ho p
* Tinkerbelle Shoppe
* trinityknots.


* Audi A8 car
* Lexus GS 300
* New laptop
* Be an SIA stewardess
* *if not* Be a wedding planner
* Puppy! *breed wise? beta consult mi 1st!
* Victoria's Secret lingerie or clothin
* X-BOX 360 for my dearie's birthdae!
* Hope dearie can get his driver's license asap!


* DEARIE!

* eeyore
* mil mil
* travelling
* meeting up with my dearie
* having good food
* sleeping
* mushrooms
* sambal sotong from blk 85
* cooking
* dearie's instant noodle
* driving
* dogs
* sirloin steak = medium rare
* teppanyaki
* korean love show
* takin photos
* prawns cooked in any style
* bacon cooked by dearie
* mashed potato
* thinly sliced beef wrapped with Enoki mushroom
* brazil churrascaria's food!
* sashimi


I don wan to miss these impt dates!

* Mine : 09 Nov 1985

* Dear : 26 August 1982

* Mildred : 24 July 1986
* Ben : 23 August 1981
* Nic : 17 Oct 1983
* Sis : 06 Nov 1979


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* May 2005
* November 2005
* December 2005
* January 2006
* February 2006
* March 2006
* April 2006
* May 2006
* June 2006
* July 2006
* August 2006
* September 2006
* October 2006
* November 2006
* December 2006
* January 2007
* February 2007
* March 2007
* April 2007
* June 2007
* July 2007
* September 2007
* October 2007
* November 2007
* December 2007
* January 2008
* February 2008
* March 2008
* April 2008


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